SweetComplications

'It's hard for me to look at you,     for fear that you will catch me. It's hard for me to talk to you,     for fear that you will hear me. It's hard for me to know you,     for fear that you will reject me. It's hard for me to love you,     for fear that you will fear me. These are the choices a wise one would see,     but fear is just what is binding me...'

How can this be wrong When pleasure feels to right When it pluses through your veins and holds you for the night It keeps you close It touches you so tender To its power you crumble and surrender It appears in a shape you cannot resist He is pale with beauty and a temper so sweet The way he makes you feel, a destiny to meet He kisses you, touches you, the feelings so alive You don’t understand this sensation so strong His presence you need, want, and always long But time is a gift you did not receive This feeling cannot last no matter how hard you try But he doesn’t know your intense need and walks away as you begin t